THE UNWINDING CABLE CAR
Its Friday night. and i could have been at a party organized by my school for freshmen at M.O.S right now. But i choose to stay at home. No regrets though. i ain't an avid fan of being of one of those people stuck with a huge crowd grooving to weird lights and noises. i prefer serenity and a drink, with friends especially. and besides, supernatural and d-gray man is starting soon. can't wait :) Alright i shall continue once im done with the television.
*Back*
The week has been enjoyable compared to last week. Time passed like it was riding on wheels, perhaps cause i didn't counted down to the end of classes everyday like last week. Ya know, i really want to enjoy school. Yes, i really do.
I saw the ups and downs this week. If thoughts had a car, it would be driving around in it, going over and over on the concrete roads found in my head. I thought about alot of stuff which happened, be it in the past, present or future. These all came to me out of the randomness, especially when im on the long bus journey home. which i really enjoy very much. Its just me i guess. And for some reason i just felt like crying. I don't know why. It could have been the mistakes I have made in the past or those im about to make in the future. Then what about the present? I just want to make the best out of it and treasure what i have... before its gone.
But God has been fair. There are the people around me. They surround. I really got to know my new classmates better. we had bonds forged. Lecturers have been good too. and for this im grateful. But now to forever is a long way. whether we will stand till the end, is something which unfortunately the only the end can reveal.
Electrical tech. pracical today was cool. really enjoyed myself. very diff from the pracs we had back in secondary school. this time, theres air-con and high tech gadgets. and though it might be a simple task of connecting a circuit. nothing could have really been enjoyable at all without passion. hmm...do you have it?
Its 12.33am now. and i realized that an empty room could actually be so loud...
~JC
*Back*
The week has been enjoyable compared to last week. Time passed like it was riding on wheels, perhaps cause i didn't counted down to the end of classes everyday like last week. Ya know, i really want to enjoy school. Yes, i really do.
I saw the ups and downs this week. If thoughts had a car, it would be driving around in it, going over and over on the concrete roads found in my head. I thought about alot of stuff which happened, be it in the past, present or future. These all came to me out of the randomness, especially when im on the long bus journey home. which i really enjoy very much. Its just me i guess. And for some reason i just felt like crying. I don't know why. It could have been the mistakes I have made in the past or those im about to make in the future. Then what about the present? I just want to make the best out of it and treasure what i have... before its gone.
But God has been fair. There are the people around me. They surround. I really got to know my new classmates better. we had bonds forged. Lecturers have been good too. and for this im grateful. But now to forever is a long way. whether we will stand till the end, is something which unfortunately the only the end can reveal.
Electrical tech. pracical today was cool. really enjoyed myself. very diff from the pracs we had back in secondary school. this time, theres air-con and high tech gadgets. and though it might be a simple task of connecting a circuit. nothing could have really been enjoyable at all without passion. hmm...do you have it?
Its 12.33am now. and i realized that an empty room could actually be so loud...
~JC
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