SLOW DANCING IN A BURNING ROOM

this isn't aseop fables. but when i was changing my guitar strings last Saturday, i came to realize that the process of changing strings sucked. the manual tuning of the pegs before the inserting of strings then the stretching while this worry of having it snap in between.

but that isnt the main point really. what i was looking forward to was the end product - silver and sounded pure.

life's like that. and currently im on a pretty bad point on life's graph. going down as i climb myself upwards. i have regretted. i regretted so many times in my life and this is another one.

i wouldnt say that i would be proud of the things i did which made me regret. but when i look back, i realized this was how it should be. i was glad i regretted really, cause i learnt. and this factor was so damn important for me. but of course, if you can or if we can or if i can, do your best not to have any regrets like how everyone says. but deep inside we all know thats bullshit. just continue lying to yourself, we all need that lie.

so right now, i need a miracle and the thing is,

i never really believed in one.