no one bothers... no one truly cares about you. this world you must fight to survive and live in. camp life is fucking fucked up when you have to put up with selfish sarcastic fucks. i don't know what is their problem man. i blame myself. i wish i was a commander. power is everything. i can hold them under my thumb and they cant do shit to me. so sick of being so lousy and pathetic. a few more months and this will all be nothing but a nightmare. I have learned that power is everything in this world. power > everything Back home, I have to deal with a useless father and an angry mother. fuck my life. i don't even feel im part of the house sometimes. Its better that i buck up and get my own place someday. This isn't my home. Its just borrowed space. And the girlfriend says I am just complaining too much. Is it too much to have a listening ear, when the pressure just keeps mounting up. I am going to break out someday. Fuck all of this bullshit