WE DON'T NEED TO WHISPER

a getaway plan is what i need from time to time.

back to stpats today. and through the human windows, i realized the east had changed quite a fair bit. from the people, to the surrounding and to the things we know. people come and go. but today, i saw some who went but came back. i was one of them.

lasallian peace prayer today. there were moments when i felt this tape in my head rewind. old memories come rushing back. good ones. and yes, i saw most of my friends who appeared in these past scenes. and during reflection i felt myself think, about my life especially. what i really want and what i really need. they took to different prayers for peace. peace in the world? its vague really. what sort of peace actually?

i was sitting beside Alex and Calvin. old time buddies. and yeah, they revealed another side of them to me. emotional matters - problems. we all have them. when asked if i had any, i replied yes. and they said i didnt look like it.

but the fact remains that from time to time, we all have this rebel fighting inside of us. ready to confuse and turn us against ourselves. theres a war raging now inside someone, somewhere, anywhere. its this war inside us that turns us against people and ourselves. firefights you see from the tv screens evolve from that.

clear this war. not by a broom or obeying commands. but listen to your heart. im grateful for today even though it was short-lived.